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All My Life All my life I was taught what I thought was right and wrong. All my life I dressed for church and knelt before the Lord my God. All my life I sinned and hurt and all my life I lied. All my life I hurt with words and all my life I cried. Then I heard a story of a boy not quite my size. Who sang and danced and smoked and laughed. Who had a grand old time. He testified before us all twiddling his thumbs. He said he tried to take his life he said he wanted death. He didn't want to feel and he didn't want to see. He didn't want his miserable life to end in agony. But he cried before the Lord the one I had despised. He begg

Someone Bought and Sold I am someone bought and sold. A puppet on a stage. I am many secrets told. As I stare out of my iron cage. I was hurt beyond repair. Forced to kill and maim. But no one seems to really care. I'm just a piece in their game. I will never break these chains. They're all I have to hold to. Just like the rope I tie in knots. Your all I have to cling to.

Longing Life so fragile. Life so bleak. Life so loving. Life so weak. Life so dead. Not making noise. Life so silent. With dagger poised. Life so beautiful. Life so loved. Life so harmful. A feeling shoved. Life so caring. Life so kind. A life so sharing. So hard to find. Love so scary. Love so free. Letting the loved finally see. What is caring. What is strong. It's longing. And wanting to belong.

Just Not Enough How could you leave me? So broken. So bruised. You never even said it. It was just those words you used. How could you lie to me? So easily. So true. I thought we had it all. But all the while you knew. How could you lie there? Telling me those things. Wanting me to say something. Something I never knew. I love you. I don't know why I never saw. Right through, To your core. Your always so unreachable. Just as cold as before. I guess I was never enough. Not what you wanted. Just not enough.

The Love I Lost For You I remember the rain that day. That day I saved your life. I remember the way I loved you. Without regret, never doubting. All my life. I remember your lips on mine. The way you pressed against my chest. Your weight, your beauty. You saved my life. I remember we'd die to save each other. Our hands clasped tight. Neither wanting to live without the other. I would give my life. I remember the pain I felt. The day I lost you. I remember the torture I endured for you. The memories I lost for you. The lies I believed for you. I saved your life. And now, I have you back. But I am more lost than ever. I c

Real Or Not Real? I loved you so much, Your feel. Your touch. The way you walked. The way you talked. I loved it all, so much. It's so hard for me to remember. All the times we spent together. Under the stars. Seemingly in love. Can you remember sweetheart? The times we kissed in the dark? Keeping the other from dying. Giving each other a reason to live. You were my whole world. The one I loved. The one I suffered for. I must have loved you so much. Your feel. Your touch. It's so hard for me to remember. Some memories shiny. Some memories clowded. But I remember some things dear. The way we were brought together in f

Beautiful Mind Oh beautiful mind, Why can't you be controlled? Your prideful ideas kill. Your hurtful words rolled. Off the tongues of many victims. Hopelessly ensnared. You capture. You destroy. So many tremble at your thoughts. Your actions cause remorse. You make the certain doubt themselves. If not by pride, by force. Oh that beautiful mind, Which once was lost, and is now found. Weave your awful web of lies. And bury your victims far underground.    

Mirror Mirror Mirror mirror sitting here, Make my whole world disappear I want it gone I want it done I want me far away from here.        Mirror mirror standing there, Give me one more thing to tear One thing to break One thing to remake Making me give in to fear. Mirror mirror hanging here, Make me smash your face of fear That ugly face That can't erase My failings and my faults in here. Mirror mirror posing there, Facing me with one more dare Can you run? Can you hide? You've entrapped me in my snare.